Thursday March 11, 2021
Remember How Far you have come,
Not just how far you have to go.
You may not be where you want to be
but neither are you where you used to be.
Yes, so it has been over 3 years since my diagnosis. Today I am grateful for all this journey has taught me. How my faith has becoming so important. Yes, it is still scary but I remind myself to stay in the present and not let fear control me.
The first year I followed Chris Wark and raw diet, as per Hippocrates and Brian Clement. Then the next May flew to San Diego and over the border to Tijuana and the Hoxsey clinic; so this coming May it will be 2 years of following their protocol.
I am grateful also that Radiation stopped my profuse bleeding and am very hopeful. I am grateful for my colostomy bag as it also improved my quality of life. Am I where I want to be yet? No, but TODAY if feel and look good. So I continue with what I feel is the right way for me. It is hard sometime because the Medical System is convinced I am dying. So I cancel those messages best I can. ("Fear Not; for I am with you" is my mantra)
I just did a refresher course with Hoffman Institute which I did 8 days of 12 years ago. It helped me in cancelling some negative thoughts and to focus instead on each day moving forward.
It reminded me to "check in" daily with messages from My Body, My Emotions, My Intellect and best of all my Spiritual self; who reminds me my spirit is healthy; no cancer there. I remind myself my spirit is ME!! and then my amazing Guides. All I have to do is be still and let it come to me.